Dreams!

The definition of happiness is different for different people but the definition of unhappiness is more or less the same...

Unhappiness visits me more than often... this time I am unhappy because I am not sure with what I am doing with my life...or if what im doing is what iv always wanted to do..

I want to try different things... I want to do lots of things... I want to study literature... I want to be a chef...i want to travel…i want to find answers... I want to meet people... I want to fall in love…more than once...I don’t want people judging me... or telling me what to do... I want to decide what’s right for me and I want to grow... I want to laugh when I do something wrong and then go and make it right... I don’t need someone telling me how stupid I was...

I want to get drunk every night… cause I know I won’t do it after a while...i want to learn things my way and I want to find that way...I don’t want someone showing me the way because I am sure that’s the wrong way...

I don’t mind not ever finding that one right person if I’ve met a lot of wonderful wrong people on the way...

I don’t want to be a corporate slave... I want to write... read and live by the hills someday...i

I don’t mind a life I share with just myself...if that’s what would make me happy...a friend of mine keeps telling me how I “will” die alone and I don’t mind that only if I have done all I wanted to by the end of this life..!!

Life’s a mess right now... but I know it’l be right... cause I know I have it in me to do better if not greater things and I know I just need time..!!

i know someday i will find a way to live this dream..and i know the day will come sometime soon..cause this dream that i am chasing is mine and mine alone..