Walking into Light! ♥

so what does it really take to have a perfect time?

The right place? Right time? Right plan? Lots of people?

Of course not…

you just need to be in a place you dint think you would be in...on a rather cold cold evening… without any plan… with just that one person you really want to be with…and a green balloon…

And everything falls in place.. Just like that…

I dint shop for anything but I am absolutely sure about the things I want in my life for the year to come...

I wasn’t partying or getting drunk but I still feel intoxicated...

I was with the person Id really be with right now...

And I did come back home at exactly 12 (according to my 20 minutes slow clock) and kiss the 3 most important people in my life…

And besides all that there is more than 1 thing that I can still check on my list of things to do to have a nice time…

12 hours into the New Year and I already feel good..!!

So what have I learnt? Well…. Not much… but it’s not about learning all the time I guess...

its like im walking into light..

and I just want this feeling to stay... this spirit to stay... the year to go on…

And for now I’ll just finish my first breakfast of the year and plan the rest of the day…

More on the day later...

XOXO...

*tuned into* fireworks- Katy Perry.

And the day has just begun!

It’s the last day of the decade and I’m surprisingly up early... im just out of bed and iv made my first decision for the year..

It’s the one decision that seems to make me all little too happy for now... it’s the decision to “BLOG EVERYDAY”...

So I’m here with my morning chay and no plans for the night or for that matter even the day.. Reminiscing the past year which was rather too eventful and fast…And in spite of thinking about those hot and cold days I still feel more relaxed than ever...

I’m just going to let this feeling stay for a while and hear some more good music and have my sandwiches... before I have to here the customary taunts from my mom about my laziness...

More on my day later..!

*tuned into* last christmas- cascada

All what i havn't done, All that i shall never learn!

So i've been away for a while.. its not because i've been doing something better but because i couldn't really stop thinking about i how i am a useless good for nothing pain.

(And even after a lot of thinking I couldn’t do much about it...)

So it’s a night before new years and I’m officially an adult by now and I have realized already that I haven’t done much after getting out of school except for hoping that I could remain in school all my life..

I’ve done horribly academically... iv however got myself into nmims (but hope to drop out...)

Iv messed up relationships... I can’t decide upon that one person I want... I’ve been an absolute commitment phobic... and I think I’d rather be one for a while.

I decided not be an over- excited, over- involved bimbo in college 9months back...
well bimbo no but over involved yes.

Iv still not got myself into the debating scene...(Well except for the straight fact that I’m a tad bit nervous I also don’t really like the talk-to-me-cause-am-so-awesome, high-on-pda and total douche bags who are in charge of it... so I think I’m going to wait a little longer till I can be the dude-get-lost-I’m-in .. *fingers crossed*)

I haven’t still got myself to do anything but get ohh so tired after college...

And I’m still a wanaabee writer..!! :O No progress what-so-ever..!!

A lot of people gave me the cliché – make resolutions *and wait for it* stick by them...

But I mean when are people going to evolve from humans to “humans who learn from their past mistakes”?

well i evolved way back in 1992 so I’m really not going to make any resolutions but i'm just going to trust my super natural power of knowing everything before time that tells me that the year 2011 is going to be ohh-so-awesome...

So I’m going to make some more mistakes... I’m going learn and keep learning because it’s the one thing I love to do... I’m going continue the awesome read all night habit I have...and I think I’ll do just fine..

Also even if i do nothing I’m still going to convince at least some people about the bag full of random theories I have (especially the new years and birthdays don’t exist one...And oh yeah that the world will come to an end in 2012 one too...and also that Hitler was actually a woman...and the one that says umm yeah I’ll tell you that some other time)...

So I quote “there shall be followers following my followers next year at this time”..:D

2011 bring it onn baby..!! :D

*tuned into* fix you - cold play

November Rain!

sometimes i do things i never expected myself to do..

sometimes we all do things we never expect from ourselves..

even if it means just hearing a song by a rock band..

and we should just be amazed by it and leave it that..

don't try to analyze the reason for doing it..

like if i try to analyze why I'm actually hearing this song id land up thinking about something i don't want to..

so I'm just going to be enjoying this song.. :)

p.s if you still haven't heard this song hear it.. and if you have then hear it again..!! ;)

Cause New Year's Day is every man's birthday!

5 things you've got to do on new years eve....

SHOP ALL DAY:

buy the most unnecessary things and spend all your money.. you have to start a fresh from the next day.. but you also got to relax the next day.. so shop today..shop like its the end of the world.. go to the most expensive places and buy stuff..!!

DRINK:

i mean common its new years night... you have to drink like never before.. if you haven't tried it yet try it..if you're already a social drinker then get sloshed..and if your a heavy regular drinker you wont be reading my blog at this time of the hour cause you'll already be sloshed somewhere.. so yeah you don't need my guidance really..!!

GO PARTY HOPPING:

don't sulk around in the same party all night..go to different ones.. gate crash.. go to shadyplaces.. its a myth that its not safe out there on new years.. its the safest night of the year if you're with the right people..

BE WITH PEOPLE YOU REALLY CARE ABOUT:

don't for the heck of it and just to be a part of the group spend your new year with some douche bags..!! spend it with people you really care for.. people who really matter..!! and it'll be perfect.. no matter where you are..

KISS:

its new years night.. and you have to kiss someone.. someone special.. someone you want in your life for the next coming year and if your one of those that i am not then maybe lot more than one year.. but however you think you need to kiss..!! go ahead and just do it.. don't bother.. don'tthink.. just go ahead and kiss that someone special.. and make your night magical..!!

p.s: happy New Year’s..!!

p.p.s: let the countdown begin..!!

p.p.p.s: I absolutely don’t believe in even a tiny bit of the fact about celebrating new year’s being half or worse completely drunk...id rather stay at home... but i know 80% of the douche bags are going to actually for a change follow all the crap mentioned above..

*tuned into* galway girl -p.s i love you.!

Lazinesss is pretty attractive!

2 events to handle today

a magazine issue in less than a month..

a script to write..

2 projects to do..

was to reach college an hour back..

a friend almost here..

and im still just out of bed blogging..!! :O

my level of laziness has no limits really..!!

hypersomnia is the worst disease..

*looks up at the ceiling and sighs*

well thats all for now..!!

*tuned into* all you need is love- the beatles

I Just Want A Pillow!

Hypersomnia is the opposite of insomnia.

People with hypersomnia sleep too much during the day

A person with hypersomnia may sleep up to twelve hours a night, and still need frequent daytime naps.!!

and "I AM" a hypersomniac..!! :O :O

well that explains all the mood swings and fights...!! *sigh*

now trust me when i say this cause i am being extremely honest--------> it sucks..!! :S

being messed up all day is one of the worst feelings ever...

you feel disoriented and tired and not to mention sleepy all the time.. at work.. at home.. while eating.. reading.. working..!! :S

besides people think that you're crazy..obviously no one understands why you're soo sleepy all throughout the day..!! and that too everyday..!! :S

and your nights are not that peaceful either...!! :S

*deep breathe*

so you guys out there... ummmm... all i can say is.. well SLEEPWELL.. and feel special and happy everytime you go to bed..!! its an awesome thing to sleep right.. and feel fresh every time you wake up..

ask a me..!! :(

*tunes into* blowing in the wind- bob dylan.

Love never dies...people do!

FOR THE UMTIETH TIME

P.S I LOVE YOU..!! !! !!

cause love does not need long years of companionship and persevering courtship..unless its not felt in the moments that you've spent with that person it will not be created in years or even generations..!!

Dont worry, Everyone has Baggage!

Each time we fall in love... each time we see, hear, feel or talk...each time we make a mistake... each time we win or lose...each time we live... with each day and each second of our life we add something more to our life.

Everyone has a past that they want to forget...something that they wish dint happen...something that they want to leave behind... but then there’s that one thing that however hard one tries to let go that thing will always remains... and that’s our BAGGAGE!

And you realize how heavy it is when on a random night a stupid friend talks about that thing that you pretend you have forgotten...and everything comes back...you can see everything clearly... all those times you reacted when you were supposed to respond... all those times when petty issues seemed impossible to manage… all those times when you saw something minutely wrong happening and you behaved liked nothing worse could happen.. Well that was your hand that is lifting your baggage yelling... sending your brain signals saying its tired...

You can never get rid of it really... it may become your friend... but it always remains...maybe down the road you will find someone with an equally heavy baggage who will understand that its not that easy to let go after all..And then the rest of the journey will be simpler...maybe when you find that person your baggage will feel lighter...

But till then let down that baggage once in a while... look around... smile... be with people you like... and then take your baggage and move ahead..

Once you know what it is and realize you cannot run away from it... you’l atleast know what gets you soo mad at small things if nothing else. And then maybe things won’t be that difficult anymore..!!