Friday, May 20, 2011
Monday, May 9, 2011
Getting up after a rather perfect sleep. Having breakfast at least at Candies till I don’t start being a regular at Taj. Going for a swim. Spending a lazy afternoon watching a movie and playing keyboard. Catching up with friends in the evening. Having light dinner and going for a long drive along the sea side.
Yes that would mean a perfect Sunday! A perfect awesome Sunday! A perfect awesome fulfilling Sunday!
However in my 19 years of existence I haven’t seen the face of this dreamy Sunday ever. My hopes are alive nevertheless.
Yesterday was the usual unplanned messy day which ended quite well though. Meeting an old friend is always delightful. However the running around from one part of the city to another has left me dull tired to have a fresh Monday.
Oh Beautiful Sunday when will you finally be a part of my life?!
P.s: when is it going to start raining? The heat is driving me
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Imagine losing the one thing that is most important to you. Getting lost in a crowd. Feeling insignificant. Waiting for something to happen and not being able to make it happen. Feeling defeated and directionless. And standing alone through all this in spite of having people around you who claim to understand you!
hope is your only best friend in such times. I am hoping that hope will make a difference (even though I think I am pretty hopeless at the moment).
P.s: Why does pleasing everyone around become so important that while in process of doing so you lose yourself?
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
p.s: why a white flower? because i love white flowers. and everything need not have a reason i have realized.
I have been a little confused when making decisions lately. I have mixed feelings about almost everything around me. I am unable to see the grey in things which generally is quite my thing really.i have such extreme feelings at one time that it almost makes me nervous. But I am living it. And I am letting each day pass with as much ease as I can manage at the moment. i am battling with myself. Which is quite a task. But atleast there is scope for introspection.
I was going through random things on the net and came across these pictures. I am posting them here, because they are such apt descriptions about what I feel.